Just Crapperific, Thank You!
CAUTION: WILL TRANSITION TO RANT MODE IN 5...4...3...2...1!Jeez, today wasn't one of my best days. You wouldn't expect that, especially when today is the first day off my grounding sentence. Let me just thank Ambah (hopefully you took my advice and you're reading this), Shebly, Sammy, Sara, Kaitlyn, and anyone else that I've so ungraciously forgotten for making this day slightly more bearable.
I simply feel unsatisfied with school right now. The workload's fine *rolls eyes* but I feel as if I'm not achieving anything. English is great though, as we go deep into meaning and get to analyze things that hardly anyone talks about these days. I could take that class all day long and never get tired of speculating on Shakespeare's works or looking into the many layers of Dickinson's poetry.
Too bad that's not applicable to Chemistry! The subject itself is intriguing, but as we're in the beginning stages of it right now...I mean, we spent a freakin' half hour on carbon and nitrogen cycles after being told that we weren't required to know it! Do you know how amazingly dull it is to figure out where carbon goes after it's diffused into the ocean? *stares pointedly*
I mean, I feel like there will be nothing to take out of this year. Nothing to laugh about, or learn "life lessons" (no matter how cheesy that sounds) from...*sigh* There's this Academy that's opened and it allows juniors and seniors to go to the college and take math and science classes. My parents made the mistake of telling me and now I want to go so badly. I'm a stinkin' overachiever and I want to rise above the rest...but that's impossible at this point as my parents are hindering me from it. How, you ask? This Academy requires students to live on campus. Heh, my parents are very protective and want their little girl to stay at home as they believe that I'm not an independent. I've been telling them over and over that I'm applying, but they remain silent and give me looks that clearly say, "You're not going." T_T Actually the look is more like that...make it two, as it's my parents: T_T T_T
To wrap up the "spectacular" day, Academic Team sucked. Debate Team sucked because they felt the need to schedule a meeting when I've got Academic Team. Our coach seems to favor Juniors and never notices how much of an a-hole one of them is...
I have a very good feeling that some people reading this blog will write me an entirely reassuring comment, boosting my happiness level, and therefore, I bow down to them. Heehee, really, I thank you guys...
I don't want to make YOU feel crappy by ending this on a bad note, so I'll end on a mildly pleasant one...My friend's been lending me Deathnote, and it's been a really great manga to read. I once had a laid-out opinion on the death penalty, but this manga is really making me question my belief. The main characters, L and Light, have such amazing thought processes...I'm getting a bit deep so I'll simply recommend it to anyone and leave.
*disappears in a cloud of Josephiah crickets* (I heard that phrase used last night on t.v. and thought it very amusing)
posted by Sanaa @ 2:11 PM
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